on identity and attraction and mystery girl
tune is just me noodling on a chord progression i love with all my heart + tape echo and reverb from the 404
panasonic ts3
20260508
reflecting on some feelings and thoughts I've been having over the last couple weeks. I was home sick from work for a few days and felt inspired to extract them from my brain. also just a bit of practice tbh. if i want to make things I have to make things. i think this is like the first time i've ever said "i'm trans" which is pretty crazy. i wonder kind of if this video is a bit too on the nose. like could i have made it a bit more subtle. but i'm not really a subtle girl so this is what came out. tried to just spin it without hesitation or hindrance or fear. also was practicing filming in public. just going walking and taking pictures of the world. another thing i need more practice in. especially filming around people god it makes me cringe. but let me release that and just be. experimenting also with vocal processing. i have some dreams of cool vocals but this is pretty simple, pitched up 1 semitone and some reverb. recorded thru a vintage sony mic i found on facebook and gave to sem for their bday.Â
-- 20260509, minnow